Saturday, March 24, 2007

thought process #1

I'm a person who wears my emotions on my sleeve. I feel tough today though. I feel almost caloused from the emotional wear i have been going through. Just when I think I'm in one place with my emotions, they are forced completely to the other end of the spectrum... like a fish getting hooked and jerked backwards... I wish the hook would have just ripped out from the force, but it didn't.
So now I've gone through the ringer... I feel like I'm prepared to handle just about anything... is this an extension of God's grace? Somehow my emotional exhaustion has left me with the feeling of empowerment. Maybe I'm being too modest.
Maybe I have more to offer now... to who or what remains to be seen.

1 comment:

ANTI-ONION SOCIETY said...

eric, i was glad to see you the other day at NP..i have no idea what your life is like lately but i want you to know i'm thinking about you and praying for you, buddy. thanks for being you - a lot of us out here appreciate your heart and benefit from knowing you. :)